Monday, July 26, 2004

reminiscence of horror

When was the last time I tried to keep a diary? Must've been about six years ago.Back then I lived in paranoid of my diary getting seen by others, and now here I am starting an online blog where everyone can see the crap I'm going to spew from this day forth.

Today I took a chemistry test,and I got 25%..In short,I
failed.I sure hope it's not going to affect my grades or anything cause I didn't even bother to flip through the chapter I was supposed to study. Heck, I only knew about it this morning.

I wanna watch Samurai Champloo...And I don't have the time to watch the damn thing, thanks to my upcoming exam in 4 weeks, give or take. Nor do I have the time to watch the rest of the lovely anime I've acquired over the weeks...sighhh...

When I aiori told me something about her and Lacan, well, to tell the truth, I didn't know what to think. Cause it reminded me of someone I thought I liked(I definitely have no interest in him now), and it really troubled me for a couple of days. After my uneasiness went, everything was a sunny sky and friendly chirping birds once more.I kept on asking myself,"Do I like him?Am I crazy?You think too damn much.It was no date, and you are really screwed up!Just go to sleep,dammit!Sleep!!!!"Now that was the first REAL case of insomnia.God, that was horrible. I sure don't wanna go through all that again.