reset button

where is the damn reset button?

Maybe it's better if I didn't find it anyway.

There are so many things I'd desperately wanna redo, just for the sake of doing better; like studying. And then there are the many, many things I wouldn't give up for anything. Like S9. Feel like reality is spiraling down. And the memories I'll keep are constantly growing. I've been screwing up all year. @_@ I don't know what's happening either, I did try. But not hard enough I guess. That's what everyone says. This is so discouraging. *crumples up the discouraging thoughts and burns it*

I need to buck up. One more month. Give me enough self-discipline to see this year through. T_T