weak at heart

I'm despairing.

I want to go to Melbourne, but I have so much work undone!

2 down, 2 to go. 1 due on Monday.

I've barely started. I know I have more willpower in me, but it refuses to hold dominance over me. And my 'pride' won't let me ask for an extension. I mean, think about it; I'm no different from anyone else, why should I ask for a chance when no one else does?

"Have faith."

That's what I say. But it's so much harder to believe in it.
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When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

Still in love with John Mayer. He's so depressing that I can't pull myself away from listening to his songs.