and let the said be said once again.

Sunday morning, bright as ever.

I'm just not as bright.
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Priority, priority, priority. What's first and what comes next?
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Where are you going? What do you think you're doing? What were you thinking?
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"I will give you everything"
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I've asked myself this countless times before. "Do I deserve it?"
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My life looks so droll from where I stand. Yes I know, life is what I make of it. I feel like I left a life behind to face another one. It seems so trying. And yet I have a feeling that if I were to return to that life now I wouldn't have fared any better. Time has passed. Time changes so many things.
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It's always my fault isn't it. Let it go, let it go, musing in annoyance doesn't help. Let it go.
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Lonely lonely lonely in a crowd.
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We are so dysfunctional. Compassion thrown out of the window but still able to hold on together somehow. This must be the twisted inner workings of a family.