free but troubled?

I'm 'free'. Suuure.

From the exams.

I'll still have the shackles of the project to deal with.
I'm leaving for Brunei on Friday.
My results are out in 3 weeks.

I'm freaking out for no good reason which might be every good reason to do so.

I don't know what I'm talking about. Sometimes I feel like I've screwed my 3rd year over already. There's still another semester to set things straight. But really, will I be able to? I'm still trained to be an Asian to the core, to freak out at every results posting, to wince at every P I get as I shouldn't be getting them at all.

"It will be all right, it will be all right."
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I want to attend salsa class happening in 5 minutes, but I can't. I've got no car.