of moonlight and grey skies

cloudy in the morning, cloudy in the afternoon, cloudy at night. I love the weather. I hope it stays that way for the rest of the year. Depressing weather is so refreshing. Ironic, eh?

A month away from -doomsday- and people are starting to disappear already. So the silence was lovely. I couldn't help but feel so vacant, so lacking of something, everything or nothing at all. And I welcomed that feeling.

Sometimes I wonder if there's something wrong with me. I suppose everyone's missing something, but we tend to see others' faults before our own, so we fail to notice.

Ate more mooncake today.I loved the paper lanterns, but I forgot to take them down yesterday. Everything turned into a huge mess of pulp when the morning came. It did rain last night, after all. I felt sad, somewhat. I really liked that Ultraman lantern, who cares if it's pink. The SD ultraman was so cute. Lit more candles, but there was no moon in sight, for the clouds were cloaking it from the human eye. Not even a ray of moonlight reached the surface of earth where I was. I wanted to see the moon.

Even now it drizzles lightly. Like tears ever flowing from the heavens.