want or not

Now I'm not really sure if I feel nothing or not.

Didn't know that my dad was so devastated that I didn't try hard enough.

I guess he's right, parents are always right, right?

Is it so wrong to not want to aspire to be on the high end of life?

I don't need the frills. It's a nice-to-have but I won't die without it. I don't wanna work my butt off doing things that I don't like. I'll only do it to an extent just for the sake of surviving, but I won't kill my life trying to accomplish things that I don't want.

What is wrong with being easily satisfied?

Is it so wrong to want a simple life?

Maybe I'm the one that's disappointed cause I don't live up to my parent's expectations. So disappointed in myself...

Can you believe it? I'm disappointed.

Now I start to doubt if my parents are just putting up a front to hide their disappointment. Just so that they can hope again when the next moment arrives.