dazed

I feel somewhat pressured, even though I'm literally not doing anything... I'm not pushing myself hard enough to stop slacking and get on. I want to, but there's no motivating factor. My vision's going hazy and blurred, my consciousness waning. I don't know why this is happening. Would it result in doing badly? I'm not really thinking now, I'm just telling myself to take it a day at a time.. but when I think ahead I can see the storm brewing.

This sucks.

On a lighter note, I'm thinking of the layout of built-in cabinets for my room. Had some ideas, just haven't laid it out on paper. A little library would be nice, sliding doors, a full-length-mirror...