chronical depression

I know. I have this tendency to just have myself go out of whack.

Like now.

I don't feel bright. Not cheery. Not now. siiigh. Kinda reminds me of Marvin.

Wretched, isn't it.

For me, solitary confinement works fine in getting out of it, but after that people will start asking the funny concerned questions. I understand, but... @_@ it's kind of bewildering. To me. I'm not angry at anyone, I'm not disappointed at anyone, I'm not sending out any negative vibes to anyone, but I guess people naturally assume that I am.

Humans are difficult things. I don't like things to be difficult. Then again I would be contradicting myself, cause I like complex problems, and even more when I solve them.

^_^ this works. I feel much better.

And podigus is a big help.

now listening to: FLOW - DAYS