hmph, it's about time.

It's going to rain outside.

I have to admit, I was feeling out of sorts. I've been feeling that way for quite some time since I got back. It's time to stop. I mean, how long can one go on feeling pathetic for?

I suppose I won't deny myself when the feeling surfaces but I have to look at the bigger picture. I have to pick up the pace and be the self I know best. The one that will always tell herself to be strong no matter what happens.
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Rebecca, Rebecca. What a lie she and Maxim had to go through, and what an end to end her life with. And even so long after her death she would haunt Manderley and everyone who knew it well enough.

The first time, I was at auntie Ming's where we were watching the Hitchcock adaptation, which really caught my interest. So powerful was her existence.

Then came the moment when I found the book in a secondhand bookstore in a church, which was in Queenscliff I think. Didn't open the book at the time because I was preoccupied with reading Mao's Last Dancer, another book which I will buy if I have the chance.

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