not mine

to decide,
to say.


I'm feeling pretty crappy these days.
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Not surprising how everyone else that matters has had a say in what my life should be. I can't be everything. I think I'm nothing.

In retrospect, I don't think anyone really leads their own life. Nothing is ever your own. Think about it. If there was something that was ever your own.. its probably made of something or the other that doesn't belong to you. The thing that makes it your own is probably the fact that no one is ever going to have a combination like yours.
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I don't want to do my work. Don't like it and don't want it. But it's time to go back to it.