relief somewhat

You know how it feels when you've finally done packing up your messy room, something you've been wanting to do for months?

You feel a strange kind of newfound freedom, and wonder, "Now what?"

And then you realize you still have to filter out all your junk you've JUST neatly packed away. And you know you're definitely not in the mood to do it.

How crappy is that?
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*takes a deep breath*

I don't want the exams to come so quickly, especially when I feel so unprepared!

I've been slogging over my assignments for the past 10 days I don't feel like working anymore. Not to mention the 2-3 weeks before preparing for Shanghai Night held exactly before the 10 days of slogging over my assignments.

Not to mention my sleeping pattern is so screwed. I already tried sleeping at 2-something yesterday as opposed to 3-something the previous day, but I ended up rolling around in bed and not sleeping till 3AM anyway! Plus, my mom SMS-ed me at 3 to tell me to sleep early. >___> How weird is that? I appreciate the gesture, nonetheless.

I wonder if working life is like that. Does this count as practice?
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Today was a day of confidential conversations. Somewhat.

I've known to hold alot of these with myself.

I like it when people trust me with things they can't usually tell any other person. The word 'trust' makes my eyes light up cause I think its something everyone wants from someone or the other. And to think that someone trusts me, I feel happy. Let's leave it at that. I think I'm starting to sound like some attention-seeking person.
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I miss being able to play something on the piano without screwing up. Maybe I need to be in a more relaxed state of mind to be able to do so. Oh yes, and practice definitely helps. =P
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What should I get dad for Father's Day? *thinks*
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one LAST Systems Analysis & Design assignment. 自分でがんばってしよう！
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Listening to SPITZ - Je t'aime